Lol. I almost forgot to do this. Haha! Ok. Hmm. Actually I usually don’t watch a television shows. But I figured out this channel in cable called Kix? I watched Fist of Legend there the first time. And after that Ifound myself going back to that channel and then one time there’s this show too in kix called Ten. It’s like, uhm, a crime scene show, it is like CSI. I watched it. And that’s it. I’m always waiting for the show every thursday night and if not friday afternoon. Lol. That is a korean show. :)
Araw-araw may mga tao kang nakakasalubong sa kalsada, sa kainan, sa paaralan, sa mga pasyalan. Hindi mo sila kilala at hindi ka din naman nila kilala. Siguro nagtagpo saglit ang mga mata nyo pero agad nyo ding inalis. Napansin mo sya pero makakalimutan mo din naman kinabukasan. Ilan sa tingin mo ang mga taong nakasalubong mo na noon? Nakasama sa isang lugar? Pero hindi mo alam at hindi mo kilala na ang kuling makakasalubong mo ay magkakaroon pala ng malaking papel sa buhay mo. Napakalaking papel na kapag nasira o nilipad ay kasama ang puso mo.
She says she feels good, but she's in a lot of pain.
She says it's nothing, but it's really not.
She says she's okay, but really she's not.
This feelings I can’t bear enough to shout. This emotions I feel inside. This pain that holding tight into my heart. Can you just please hear them for once? I’ve been through a lot and you did too. But still, everything turns into bullshits. I waited for you, you waited for her. I’m missing you, and then you’re missing her. I think about what you’re doing, if you already eaten your meals, if you’re already resting yourself because of a long day, and still you’re there, lying in your bed thinking about her. I am loving you, and you loving her, but then she does love someone else. When will you hear me? When will you hear this heart that beats and about to shout your name? When will you hear my feelings and not her? Can you please hear me saying I love you? Please? Even just for once?
I’d rather be a square than have a circle full of fake friends.